Episode 2 - Afghanistan

The Seed

 

Its hard to write something that's truly contemporary. It takes time to reflect on a thing from a position that isn't just reactionary and have a perspective that's worth sharing. And after the writing, you have to execute the thing - so record it, edit it, send it out into the world - it's a big ask, and it's rarely done well. The song "Ohio" by Neil Young (and recorded by CSNY) is one of the few examples I can think of. It was rush-released 10 days after the Kent State shootings. Apparently Neil saw a picture in Life magazine, happened to be with the rest of the band, and they wrote and recorded the song within a matter of days.

But ideas aren't always improved by thorough analysis. Brian Eno's Oblique Strategies has a card to "Honor thy error as a hidden intention" - which is one of the things I like about Hoursongs. The hour-long canvas forces you to find expedient solutions to problems - it forces you to accept, adapt, and ultimately to lean into the errors.

I listened to the news of the fall of Kabul almost in a fugue state. Decades of history, billions of dollars, were unwound in a matter of days. The New York Times' "Daily" podcast interviewed somebody who was trying to determine how long it would be before the capitol fell. The dread was just so present in her voice. As a woman, she feared for the world she and her family would be vaulted into when the takeover happened. In her voice I heard - inevitability, frustration, terror.

Then I watched a GIF of the C-130 maneuvering down the Afghan runway loop again and again. People hanging onto the landing gear falling like dolls when the plane took off. That's the gesture of the song. That's what I knew I wanted to write about.

A few days earlier, I was noodling on my acoustic and found the general feel of something. So I pulled out my guitar and captured the basic idea. I didn't know what I was going to write to it yet, but I knew it could frame something special.

I liked the vibe, and I liked the melody - it was a little same-y, but I thought that might work if it was kind of drone-y thing. So I kept the feel of that doodle in my head, and returned to some of the stories I heard about people in Afghanistan, and wrote three verses in an hour-song session that fit that basic form. At the end of that, I had a kind of very rough draft.

So I married that against the news, and came up with a rough sketch.

What I was left with was a song, but only kind of - I had some verses, and those had a mood, but the piece at large didn't have any of the contrast in form that gave songs shape. In short, it didn't have a chorus. So I thought about it a little more, gave it a few days, and returned after thinking a bit about the idea of "true belief" which is something that's always fascinated me. It's so compelling, and so simple, and the moral purity removes any necessity of talking about the shades of grey that compose life. I married that with the titles of one of my favorite Dylan songs for the line in the chorus "And I pray the true believers don't have God on their side". That became the chorus, and I knew I had a song.

The Story

 

The Arrangement / What Would I Change?

 

I'd love to make a piece of music that was equal parts music, storytelling, and journalism. That's kind of where I started here. I took a few fundamental parts - rhythm, atmosphere - and used verité samples to create a bed.

I started with a simple bass pulse and layered some sounds of marching deep under, triggered off the bass drum. I layered in a news recording of the Taliban taking over a weapons depot. Played around with the reverb send to give the song a little more space.

I continue to use formant filters on background vocals, but here I applied it a little differently than I did in the first hour-song "Las Vegas". With this one, I applied a hard auto-tune, and then a formant onto of it, which created this digital chipmunk thing that's really interesting. I liked the way that sat against the background - it created this interesting tension that felt cut from the same cloth as the backdrop.

So - what I would Change

  • I had an additional verse written that tried to pull a link between the people who rioted at the Capitol on January 6th and the Taliban. There is, at least at this point, daylight between the doctrines of the two groups. The 3 Percenters, or Oathkeepers, or whoever don't as a matter of course set off IEDs in the street. Tying them together seems like a cheap shot (for now). I reserve the right to change that in the future.

Afghanistan

They're seventy miles from the town
They're barreling toward us even now
Driving anti-aircraft guns
welded onto pickup trucks
leave before the airports close
pray the reinforcements hold

They're forty kilometers away
They're quiet and sharpening their blades
barren air and waterboards
Everyone who saw them knows
death for them's an unmet friend
the fight for them would never end

And I'll pray that the true believers
don't have God on their side

I hear the explosions at the gate
oasis abandoned to its fate
People falling out of planes
manacles and open veins
anyone who stayed to fight
evaporates into the night

And I'll pray that the true believers
don't have God on their side